I normally don't do these...

[etherial]

one. what's on your bedside table?:

computer, lava lamp, telephone.

wo. what's the geekiest part of your music collection?:

Not sure. TMBG is "nerdy," not "geeky."

three. what do you eat when you raid the fridge at night?:

pepperoni, steak, hard cider.

four. what is your secret guaranteed weeping film?:

I cry at just about all movies.

five. if you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?:

your mom.

six. do you have a completely irrational fear?:
other people.

seven. what is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moments?:
I talk quietly and try to get people to stop paying attention to me.

eight. do you ever have to beg?:

I ain't too proud to beg.

nine. do you have too many love interests?:

no.

ten. do you know anyone famous?:
nope.

eleven. describe your bed?:

disheveled. warm. bluish.

twelve. spontaneous or plan?:

I always plan to allow for spontaneity.

thirteen. who should play you in a movie about your life?:
Someone who can act.

fourteen. do you know how to play poker?:
No, he's three of a kind, and I'm a full house.

fifteen. what do you carry with you at all times?:

Insecurity. Pain. Angst.

sixteen. how do you drive?:

Like a motherfucker.

seventeen. what do you miss most about being little?:
Everything.

eighteen. are you happy with your given name?:
Get happier with it every day.

nineteen. what color is your bedroom?:

White. With lots of other colours strewn about.

twenty. what was the last song you were listening to?:
I Should Be Allowed to Think.

twenty one. have you ever been in a school play?:
In sixth grade.

twenty two. have you ever been in love?:
At this point, I have to wonder if I've ever not.

twenty three. do you like yourself and believe in yourself?:
No and No.

twenty four: do you think you're cute?:
Survey says no.

twenty five. do you consider yourself to be a nice person?:
I try.