Where do we go from here?
How did we get here? When did everything stop being healthy and good and become so sick? Was it ever healthy and good? How do I get out of this without abandoning my family?
Am I pretending to be this afraid?
Am I pretending to feel this normal?
Am I pretending to be this afraid?
Am I pretending to feel this normal?

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