I am the girl who cries at night thinking that she will never have a sister because her brother may not marry a woman. I am the girl who cries at night because her brother may never experience the beauty of being next to his wife while giving birth. I am the girl that cries at night because her brother's children and her children may not grow up together. I am the girl who cries at night because my brother blames his family for everything. I am the girl who cries at night because her brother does not appreciate everything his family has done for him. I am the girl that cries at night because I see all the pain and suffering my family is going through. I am the girl who cries at night because I see all my dreams for the future being shattered. I am the girl who cries at night because my brother may die of aids.
my brothers completely ignored me when I was little, often I played by myself, my dad didn't care about raising me, and the only person to give me love was my mother. Could I actually say, as a youngster, that my brothers/father *loved* me? Absolutely not. Actually I thought exactly the opposite. I thought, for a time, that no man would ever love me or accept me in any way shape or form.
Now that I am an adult, I concluded that my brothers nor my father ment to do any of these things. It was never their intention to make me feel this way. Somehow, people need to overcome their own feelings and be aware that no one sets out to be a bad parent or a bad sibling. But, you are a bad person if you can't see past these feelings that you have and come to the conslusion that no one wants to be a bad influence on other people, on you. MY MESSAGE TO YOU: GET OVER IT. WE ALL HAVE TO. EVERYONE GOES THROUGH SOME KIND OF EMOTIONAL TRAUMA. IT'S CALLED LIFE. YOU REALLY THINK YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS FELT DEPRESSED BEFORE? THE ONLY ONE WHO DIDN'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL BECAUSE YOU MIGHT BE MADE FUN OF? I've been there, I just choose to move on. SO should you..............
People misconstrude idolization and acceptance as love. At school currently, I am looked down upon because I am not gay. I have less rights than gay people, I have had my freedom of speech taken away from me. I am feeling the effects of reverse discrimination. I feel my school is no longer safe for me, I am thinking about transfering. Will the school ever make my life more comfortable? No. They don't care about me because of their fear of being sued by someone who is gay.
Is there even a support group for me? Fuck no.
And suddenly I don't love you because of my FEELINGS and my OPINIONS? Suddenly you want to take my freedom of speech away too? I FEEL LOVED, NOPE.
I am sure your children would love me, and I am sure your wife will too. I can't wait until our children can play with eachother and be as close as we we are.
MY MESSAGE TO YOU: GET OVER IT. WE ALL HAVE TO. EVERYONE GOES THROUGH SOME KIND OF EMOTIONAL TRAUMA. IT'S CALLED LIFE.
Of course. That's why I posted that link. That webpage is a message of hope and solidarity for current GLBT facing discrimination and future GLBT who don't even know the trouble they will be facing.
At school currently, I am looked down upon because I am not gay. I have less rights than gay people, I have had my freedom of speech taken away from me.
Alright, that's enough. Give me the names of the people who are hurting you so I can give them a piece of my mind. If they are making school unsafe for you, that is harassment- it is against the rules of both the school and the state and has to stop. I told you not to just sit there and take it and now I'm mad. I will shout down and take hits from the biggest of bulldyke lesbians or the toughest of fratboy jocks for you- no one should be made to feel that their voice cannot be heard or they are of lesser worth than another.
I can't speak for everyone, but I believe I share beliefs and thoughts with etherial... and I don't wish to take away anyone's freedom of speech. But just because you're free to say something doesn't mean I have to agree, or that what you say can dictate my actions.
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I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
Reality: For Every Hurt and Lost Gay Person, There is a Hurt and Lost Family Member
(Anonymous) 2005-04-06 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)re: children
*love*
(Anonymous) 2005-04-07 11:32 am (UTC)(link)Now that I am an adult, I concluded that my brothers nor my father ment to do any of these things. It was never their intention to make me feel this way.
Somehow, people need to overcome their own feelings and be aware that no one sets out to be a bad parent or a bad sibling. But, you are a bad person if you can't see past these feelings that you have and come to the conslusion that no one wants to be a bad influence on other people, on you. MY MESSAGE TO YOU: GET OVER IT. WE ALL HAVE TO. EVERYONE GOES THROUGH SOME KIND OF EMOTIONAL TRAUMA. IT'S CALLED LIFE. YOU REALLY THINK YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS FELT DEPRESSED BEFORE? THE ONLY ONE WHO DIDN'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL BECAUSE YOU MIGHT BE MADE FUN OF? I've been there, I just choose to move on. SO should you..............
People misconstrude idolization and acceptance as love. At school currently, I am looked down upon because I am not gay. I have less rights than gay people, I have had my freedom of speech taken away from me. I am feeling the effects of reverse discrimination. I feel my school is no longer safe for me, I am thinking about transfering. Will the school ever make my life more comfortable? No. They don't care about me because of their fear of being sued by someone who is gay.
Is there even a support group for me? Fuck no.
And suddenly I don't love you because of my FEELINGS and my OPINIONS? Suddenly you want to take my freedom of speech away too? I FEEL LOVED, NOPE.
I am sure your children would love me, and I am sure your wife will too. I can't wait until our children can play with eachother and be as close as we we are.
re: love
Of course. That's why I posted that link. That webpage is a message of hope and solidarity for current GLBT facing discrimination and future GLBT who don't even know the trouble they will be facing.
At school currently, I am looked down upon because I am not gay. I have less rights than gay people, I have had my freedom of speech taken away from me.
Alright, that's enough. Give me the names of the people who are hurting you so I can give them a piece of my mind. If they are making school unsafe for you, that is harassment- it is against the rules of both the school and the state and has to stop. I told you not to just sit there and take it and now I'm mad. I will shout down and take hits from the biggest of bulldyke lesbians or the toughest of fratboy jocks for you- no one should be made to feel that their voice cannot be heard or they are of lesser worth than another.
love?