Call the Wahmbulance

[etherial]

Sorry about all the angst. It's just that it still hurts. I opened myself up to her, and she cut me right to the bone. I let myself trust her; I let myself need her, and in exchange my trust was betrayed, and even when it cost her nothing to meet my need, she simply chose not to. She told me that she wanted me and she ignored me. She told me in her words that I was important to her, and she told me in her deeds that I was worthless to her.

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[princess-muffin.livejournal.com]

What you're going through is painful and exhausting, but try to take some comfort in that it is also a normal human process. Be good to yourself while you ride out the wave of grief and I promise you that the way through to the other side will make itself known.

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[etherial.livejournal.com]

I know this cycle well. I keep strolling back and forth through Anger-Bargaining-Depression.